Kelly Telly

Minggu lepas, ada gangguan bekalan air dekat rumah aku. Kejap ada, kejap tak ada. Kejap perlahan, kejap laju. Sebab ada paip utama yang pecah. Mula-mula masa pagi tu dalam pukul 8 dah nampak jelas berkurang. Kebetulan masa tu kami satu keluarga memang nak keluar rumah kejap. Jadi tak terlalu risaulah, sebab ingat sekejap je. Aku pun siap mandi lagi, sedangkan mak aku tak mandi pun. Apa nak buat, aku keluar bilik air baru dia pesan jangan mandi. Hahahaha. Tapi bila balik rumah dalam pukul 11 macam tu, masih juga keadaan air tak memuaskan. Jadi kami pun cubalah tadah air. Masa tadah tu baru kami perasan air keluar dalam keadaan rawak, yang ‘kejap ada, kejap tak ada, kejap perlahan, kejap laju’ tu (sebab sebelum ni kami ingat keluar perlahan je). Alahmdulillah, sebelum Asar, air dah kembali normal. Entah macam mana, gangguan bekalan air ni tiba-tiba buat aku terfikir pasal kehidupan. Spesifiknya tentang kebaikan & keburukan yang berlaku dalam hidup kita. 1. Kebaikan & keb

Eid is coming & Ramadhan is leaving. I can’t help but to feel bitter-sweet. It is one of the complex human feelings. Because, you know, some feelings are simple to understand. You know, sometimes you’re sad because your pet died. Sometimes you’re happy that it’s holiday today. Sometimes you’re worried for the result of that test that is coming up. And then, there’s some feelings that is mixed. Sometimes two distinct, unrelated feelings. Sometimes even contradictory feelings! Happy yet sad. Relieved yet worried (usually for students after tests lol). Feeling content with what you have already, yet ambitious to go after more. So, like any other feelings that I feel, I try to make sense of it. Of course, no one is perfect, and it’s not my goal to come up with the perfect explanation. But, as for this bitter-sweet feeling, I believe, one of the reason is, an end is also a beginning. Like, for now, Ramadhan is ending & Eid is coming. Of course I’ll feel happy & thrilled